even though i still have no idea what is going on,
i have some feelings that things are going towards that way
which is quite sad actually.
i really hope it's not my constant mentioning that caused him to have that thinking.
it is a waste for him to stop
really a waste.
and if he really wants to sell them all off,
i'll feel sorry for them
it's not easy to build such an impressive collection over 9 yrs
and all of which have gone to major competiton,examinations and performances with him
but i know he won't sell them away.
just like i won't sell mine away, cos they went thru the best times of my life with me, and just the thought of it will make me cry.

that day i met wan teng on the bus when i was going for practice.
i jokingly told her i'm going to sell them away
and keep the memories with me(priceless)
while i convert them into gd money when they still have gd values.
just after i said those words, my heart ache inside
你怎么忍心
yes, the memories are priceless
yet they're priceless too, aren't they?

如果明天是我在吉丰的fyp
那香港那场演出很可能就是他的
而我将错过
遗憾

有时，我不知道你听出来了没有
话中有话